End My Shadow World

My insides become soft, organs melt, when I think of you,
Time's slow flow tortures and I turn blue,
My heart pounds, asking me when?
When will I be in your loving Zen?

Your smile memorably glistens,
And I enthusiastically listen,
To a song of secret joys,
Greatly soothing my chaotic noise.

Now our lives have crossed again,
Bringing the light from heaven,
Into this shadow world.