Give Me Fullness

Fullness in the gloom.

The fullness of thought.
The fullness of memory.
The fullness of security.

Locked doors, stable cells, happy logic.

Fullness equals satisfaction,
And it is desire that requires fullness.

Fulfillment chomps at the gut of all humanity.
It is a need that is sated temporarily.
It becomes hungry again in a whirling moment.

The want for fulfillment requires an infinite supply,
And an irrational imagination.

The latter I have in abundance.

I know that,
To attain fulfillment is a dream,
To feel it is a lie,
To do without it is a joke.

I know that,
The unstable do smile,
While the intelligentsia do frown,
While the steady are stoic.