The Vacationer's Outlook

I want the vacationer's outlook to take hold of me again. It is light and airy. It is filled with buoyant promise. It makes one glad to be young and joyful to be alive. You feel life's color and are awestruck by its beauty. There is a joke beneath every grimace, a sun behind every cloud. You owe everything to yourself and are obligated to no one. You are free of society's claws. You can laugh like a maniac and effortlessly shrug off public disdain, urinating wherever you please.